i now know

the loneliest place ever to be is at a low point in your life and to  to know that where you are God aint with you as you embark on that path.
that to lose a friend is the worst, to lose a friend over something trivial is the worst feeling ever.
to have balancing tears and try [...]

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In Kiswahili we speak of life being like a flower, here today gone today
YOU were that flower, here with us then gone tomorrow
Our flower, we are sad that you were plucked away but we know where you are and it somehow can console us
Goodbye our flower and God be with you, soldier!

I DO

When i hear this song by Boys to Men, i want so badly to get married. TOO PETTY but then at the moment marriage for me is so so superficial i should be so embarassed to even talk abou it! gifts, new house, my kitchen……
Im telling the world
Here and now
That Im gonna love you and [...]

today

i dont know why i keep coming back to this point! i ought to be able to see the clear writing on the wall but no, either i love abuse or im a sucker for punishment! either way, no difference really coz both mean im not learning, and i get hurt in the intervening period! [...]

blink, blink

Ok I dont exactly like poetry but this did hold my fancy for some time! Its by Wendell Berry
How joyful to be together, alone
as when we first were joined
in our little house by the river
long ago, except that now we know
 
each other, as we did not then;
and now instead of two stories fumbling
to meet, we [...]