anyone is reading this and wants to get me a gift for the season, my birthday or graduation then topping the list ought to be the Amazon Kindle thats just to die for.
I got this already and joy knoweth no bounds!
Pending on the list includes:
an NIV folding-carry-in-your-purse bible
a henna tattoo
blue bata bullets
a matching bra and [...]
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For some reason im feeling quite pensive and I guess I know that the year is over and so does my head and my body and to some extent my heart (OK, I didnt intend for that to quite sound like wedding vows) . This trip back home while totally looked forward to has opened my eyes [...]
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The holly and the ivy,
When they are both full grown
Of all the trees that are in the wood
The holly bears the crown
O the rising of the sun
And the running of the deer
The playing of the merry organ
Sweet singing of the choir
The holly bears a blossom
As white as lily flower
And Mary bore sweet Jesus Christ
To be [...]
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NEVER HAVE I….
left town under false pretexts
learnt to ride a bicycle
completely let down my guard
NEVER WILL I
go back to where the Lord found me
take my family and loved ones for granted
compromise my morals for a job or career advancement
NEVER CAN I
close doors on valuable relationships without making utmost efforts first
jump and play in the afternoon [...]
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very nice
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i used to be scared of hearing it
i’m the first to walk away
and the last to ever say it
You had me in your grip
when you showed up i’d weep
NO more
NOT now
NOT ever
It doesnt have to be like this anymore
Now, it signals growth and a new beginning
I refuse to hang onto the [...]
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i feel like you penetrated the cracks and made us all pawns in your little sick game. i dont just feel like that as much as i can now see that was your game plan all along. you had the best thing but even then, it wasnt good enough for you and systematically you went [...]
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I have learnt today that the devil wont always manifest in the way that we expect him to and when he does show his hand, you wont know what he is on about or what his next move. I guess its nice what the Bible says about flee from the devil rather than start to [...]
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what am I doing different?
Why does it hurt so bad?
Am I doing the right thing?
Is it worth it?
Is it catching or is it in the water?
Should I ask?
Will he come through?
When does it ever end?
How good am I really?
Why such a turnaround?
What could I have done differently?
These are just a couple of the random thought [...]
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Growing up is funny. I mean at various points in your life, certain things tend to take precedence and thats all that one can think about and then time passes and you look back at what you were so concerned about and you just want the ground to open up and swallow you whole. I look [...]
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